Sunday, July 24, 2005
-10:22 PM-
1 month.
i can't believe it. exactly 1 month since we left germany. andand the time right now while i'm blogging is around the time we departed too.
have gotten over the tears, butbut now and then, my last glimpse of germany suddenly flashes in my mind and i start wondering what they're all doing back in germany. wondering if they still miss me, even if just for the teeniest bit.
i guess what i miss most about germany is the people. and the land. which is stupid. because what else can u miss about a country? just the people and the land. butbut how can i ever explain the joy of taking the dog for long walks every evening in the countryside and seeing cows and sheep along the way, with mama and her fren trailing behind and laughing when the dog gets enthusiastic about something ahead and pulls me along.
gahh. shall not start on all that. if not, i'll probably be in tears before long.
at least the singapore side can still meet up whenever we want. andand i still see them at moelc. ^^ david's still not back though. kinda miss him. -nods-
Sunday, July 17, 2005
-10:21 PM-
am blogging because i'm bored. andand because i haven't blogged for a long time.
anyway, had a nightmaredream last sunday night. till now, still can't forget it. can't call it a nightmare exactly. butbut it's weird. like wat i did in dat dream was so unlike me? i can't even figure out how i had it in the first place.
oohh germies, i want the chalet! would be sooo fun to be wif u guys again. go around everywhere together, play truth or dare, sleep together andand yup, pillow fights! haha. really hope we can get one. chalets fill up really fast around public holidays.
haha just read justin's and yu jay's profiles of everyone. it's so amusing, especially reading what they say about you. justinnn, thanks for saying my figure is quite nice. wheeee. at least u don't think i'm fat. -nods- ^^ on the other hand, i'm not that blur okayyy. haha.
oh yeaaa, speaking of figure, my appetite has become so big ever since i came back. it's almost scary. it's like i used to not eat recess cuz i had no appetite, butbut now recess i eat full meal, plus a lot of other stuff, plus drink. oh nein i must have gained like how many kg. \=
i wanna go for taiwan immersion programme! (=
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
-10:21 PM-
hehh i know this background music isn't veh appropriate, butbut it's just for a while. i really like maksim's music. ^^
my jet lag isn't so bad now. wheee. like the past week i've been falling asleep every single lesson. can't believe i actually dared to just put my head down on the desk and fall into deep sleep. like really deep sleep, where you even start to dream. then elena will accuse me of affecting her cuz she's falling asleep as well. ^^" butbut this week dun do that anymore. at most i'll look stoned and the teacher will come and ask me if i'm alright.
met up with the people from immersion programme yesterday, or as we call ourselves, germies!!! (= haha went to justin's house. met at yew tee mrt station first. had just alighted from the train and taking the escalator downwards and i saw adeline, justin and yu jay already waiting there. then i waved to yu jay when i walked close cuz he was looking in my direction. and he gave me this blur look. he couldn't recognize me cuz i cut my hair! wheee. then joshua came. got a shock too. then phoebe. then mira. andand mira kept patting my hair and saying "so cute". ahaha. it's always interesting to see other people's reactions when they see your new hairstyle. -nods-
had lunch together and then walked to justin's place. andand when we saw the swimming pools, everyone was telling me to stay away from yu jay cuz he was considering pushing me in again. ^^" so so we were supposed to do a memory box at justin's place. like time capsule. put whatever stuff to remember germany by in the box and then the next time we all go back to germany as a group, we can open it there together.
butbut we just stoned first and looked at the photos justin uploaded to his com. mann justin you have to send me the photos you uploaded! -nods- your photos are much nicer than the ones i uploaded. then rhea came and we started on the memory box. actually the memory box was supposed to be the main point of this thing, but it took up like 15 minutes, so i guess it was like just a gathering. for us to see each other again.
ohh, andand then guess what. before this, david had told us he got wateva prefect's meeting and smp stuff and dat he'd be coming around 5pm. then we were finishing the memory box and he smsed to say he wasn't coming anymore. )= so mira called him and put her fone on loudspeaker so that everyone could speak to him and he could hear everyone. andand we were like "please please please? you have to come. we miss you." and he said he regretted picking up the call cuz we were emotionally blackmailing him. ><" hell. then after he hung up, we spammed him with smses. butbut he still couldn't come. \= it's kind of not the same without david. so after that, we discussed about a group pullover. yep we're doing group pullovers and frau heng and our hosts will get the pullovers too. mebbe not so practical for us cuz the weather is damn hot here, butbut it will always come in useful like when you go watch movies and stuff. ^^ after that we spent 1 hr playing cards and dat was about it. next meeting on the next public holiday national day! (= yayyy. ok shoutouts.
justin: hey justin to me you're always the nice one who waits for us when yu jay leaves mira and me behind in search of food. thanks for everything! especially helping us to take photos and stuff. -beams- ohh, andand it was really fun at your house. wheee. dun get too stress with your school stuff k. yup take care and love ya loads.
david: daviddd, am still not happy that you couldn't come for the gathering. )= haha miss you loads, even though you always suan me. and seldom have nice things to say to me, or to anyone else for that matter. heee. so so 9th august u must come for the gathering k. you should be back from cambridge by then. or else we'll all be after you. -nods- yup. love ya too!
yesterday i was sitting and looking at the faces around me. and i just realized something. it's unbelievable that before this immersion programme, we all used to be strangers. now i just feel like i've known these people all my life. i'm just so used to seeing their faces, hearing their voices. i guess deep down, i just take it for granted that we'll always be able to see each other. and that there will never be an end to this. sure, i'm adapting back to school. i'm no longer like all over the place. butbut it's a matter of fact that i'll always always miss germany. and germies.
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